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Against My Wall
01:31
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Perched on the curbside in Evansville
Heels to my sneakers rubbed down to the asphalt
Wait for my bus to arrive as I watch it descend down the hill
Passing the Boxelder maples I see a blinking turn signal
Wave to the driver, a chill rushes over my skin
And the hairs on my arms are alarmed
I am dreaming of a crisp incantation to summon the Blackeyed Susans
Surrounding the street sign that’s old and decrepit for Five Dollar Road
A newspaper flies past me
A singular thought comes across and I wanna go home
Turn the lights out with a record
On the suitcase turntable that sits
On the chest by my bed and it’s broken
From last Christmas when you had thrown it against my wall again
When you threw it against my wall
Against my wall again
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2. |
Nutshell
03:50
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I hope that you can take me apart, apart, apart, apart
When it was that we last met, I had a different haircut
I had a different haircut
It was long, now it’s not
We rode our bikes through the forest at night with the lightning bugs
At night with the lightning bugs
You were scared, we were lost
You saw me fight with my brother until we made each other cry
Until we made each other cry
It was sad, we’re both grown
But you gave me this mug with the rainbow stripes
It keeps my drinks warm when the ground outside is sleet
You still gave me this mug with the rainbow stripes
It keeps my drinks warm when the ground outside is sleet
I’ll bet you wish I were dead or at least that I were never born
At least that I were never born
And if so, then it’s tough
To try and patch up a garden that might be an ash heap now
That might be rubble on the ground
In the shell of a nut
But you gave me this mug with the rainbow stripes
It keeps my drinks warm when the ground outside is sleet
You still gave me this mug with the rainbow stripes
It keeps my drinks warm when the ground outside is sleet
I’ll likely be the one bitin’ at the bit
Stormin’ out and calling quits so enjoy
Watchin’ as I ache
Witness as it thins away, rinsed week old tray of paint
I hope that you can take me apart, apart, apart, apart
I know that you can take me apart, apart, apart, apart
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3. |
The Big Bag
03:00
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I want you to show me what I am instead of who you think that is
I want you to show me what I am instead of who you think that is
Now look out the window
The ice has froze in spots that you can’t chip off
You think of the staircase
The steel one near the Davis CTA stop
And hope all the people in transit watch their steps getting on and off
The train but you mostly just focus on the disaster if someone falls
I’ve been glancin’ at the sack of NaCl by the orange vest man
I’ve been glancin’ at the sack of NaCl by the orange vest
The big bag of road salt, the cure to frost, the solve to the hidden ice
I grab one big handful with my gloves on and toss to my left and right
And nobody thanks me
They’re just confused like thanks no one asked for this
But they didn’t have to
For me to jump to action and take the risk
Because you’re after all the best I’ve ever had
And the worst of all the times when looking back
It makes it that much more pathetic to admit
That I would gladly trade it all in for a tip
On how to rearrange my space so that it fits
All of this salt I throw upon the quilted steps
I’ve been glancin’ at the sack of NaCl by the orange vest man (breath)
I’ve been glancin’ at the sack of NaCl by the orange vest man
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4. |
Crickets
03:32
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5. |
Without Much Digging
06:03
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Bandaid on his chin when biking fast, roll over a speedbump, didn’t see a sign up
Wing tips synced and flapping, birds in an updraft
Image of an arrowhead in the clouds
What could be the bullseye they’re aimed at?
Thinks the kid before he misses his warning
That his time is running out
There’s a kettle on the stove that’s shrill and whistling in the, whistling in the house
Antiseptic on the face, quick fizzes stings, infection risk has gone away
Later looking at this place in life as tricky, such an ordinary place
Yet so fragile and so prone to cuts and bruises that are sure to wash away
In the grander scheme but now seem end of days
When the day breaks
Only catch that part of memory
That you can without much digging
Barely skim it off the surface
When the day breaks
Only catch that part of memory
That you can without much digging
Barely skim it off the surface
Rattle of the aspirin in his bag
Riding under rays of blaring sunlight
On his neck is pressed the tag
That he’s well aware is flapped outside his shirt
And so his arm goes back to grab
And pluck the fabric when he rolls right past a stop sign
Where a Honda has to veer out of the way
So that it leaves him safe, unscathed
And still in tact but on the steering wheels a bag
Where every inch is taught before it starts deflating
Smothered face in broken mirror
New Fjallraven hits the pavement, orange pills scatter
Sees a neighbor leave her house
Call an ambulance and down the street rings sirens
Yellow tape is spread around
Leaning person open mouth beneath a sheet raised on a gurnee
Not a pound inside his chest
Scissors probably would’ve been the better option
But he chose to use his hand
Thinking hard about his day and what made him deserve it
When the day breaks
Only catch that part of memory
That you can without much digging
Barely skim it off the surface
When the day breaks
Only catch that part of memory
That you can without much digging
Barely skim it off the surface
And it’s past six when the sun sets
When at night time comes the rush
Of a darkness, no one’s with him
He’s the last kid on the bus
Back to school now, Fall is coming
All the sudden there’s no moon
It is raining with no windchill
Flick of cold drops, day is ruined
There are cop cars with their lights off
Catatonic, standing there
Mouth is open, he’s ignoring awful weather
Socks and shoes, they are soaked now
On the drenched grass
In his ears an endless ring
Not a frown, no sign of anger
Not a sign of anything
When the day breaks
Only catch that part of memory
That you can without much digging
Barely skim it off the surface
When the day breaks
Only catch that part of memory
That you can without much digging
Barely scrape it off the surface
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6. |
East Down Lake Street
03:05
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Well I’ve been fine for the most part
But now I’m bloated and I’m scrollin’ through my phone
That I would cry, I knew the whole time
But I could not predict the four whole scones
That I’d consume in seven minutes
Without enjoying them I almost choked
And then of course came the Haribo
Bears that expired several months ago
So don’t expect me to be friendly
‘Cuz nowadays I keep my shoes on when I sleep
So don’t expect me to be friendly
With sneakers double tied when I don’t make a peep
And now I’ve more than overeaten
My gut is heavy like a stack of led
But it’s okay my man, they tell me
Because tomorrow you can start again
But shit I know that ship has sailed
And now there’s nothing much that I can do
I can’t uneat the mashed potatoes I bought discounted at the Deli
So don’t expect me to be friendly
‘Cuz nowadays I keep my shoes on when I sleep
So don’t expect me to friendly
‘Cuz nowadays I keep my shoes on when I sleep
And if I saw into the future and I was up, dressed and out of bed
Then I’d pick up my phone and I’d charge it
‘Cuz it would be at one percent
Then when it juiced back up I’d get on my bike and I’d plug your location in
Then I’d ride East, I’d ride down Lake Street
So fast that I might get clipped
By a Toyota or BMW, and then I’d cash out on a settlement
But I’d keep ridin’ and no I wouldn’t stop
Not a second until I reached
My favorite coffee shop on the way to you house
But not at your house
So don’t expect me to be friendly
‘Cuz nowadays I keep my shoes on when I sleep
Just don’t expect me to be friendly
‘Cuz nowadays I keep my shoes on
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7. |
Who Did This?
04:22
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I’ve been wakin’ up undressed
Blinds shine white and dark
My navel lint picked out and tossed on carpet
Western Conifer bugs death pine scent
Ring Sam or Dad, lie, I’m alright
Cast blame on gloom and rain at night
It’s always worse, says Sam whose tired
I hang up angry curse the Mic
I used to send my voice to Sam
Who’s useless when it comes to
Validating temper tantrums
Complicated friend dynamics
One tree rope to one tree, hammock
Swing beneath the swaying branches
How long qualifies as napping
Cramped and glued and angry crabby
Told her yesterday was fantastic
Approximate my height and size
Get down Nebraska
By tearing at the plaster on the wall
By clawing at the last layer flaking off
Imagine all the damage that’s been dealt
By trying to scratch your lower back with a belt
Defeathering the limp goose wing to wing
Identify a tragic wrinkled thing
The oven’s off, you’ve got no plans to cook
You cast it over to the babbling brook
And grip the fence and bite your inner cheek
You swear you see a glimmer in her beak
Like somethin’ that you did made so much sense
She leaves a trail of red while drifting West
I’ve been told before it’ll be okay and it’s not
People often say it’ll heal itself but the cut’s
Open as a door to a hospital, carry on
Slipping in the wake, make a happy face
In the plot of land you stand on
In the plot of land you stand on
Makeshift shelter frantic animatronic
Unusual face, expression, I’m on it
Then you look, I’m spaced out, animal yawning
Then you turn away, plant face into palm
Across the brook, you squint, a flat hand above your eye
Some fowl sight, bloodshed, sigh, it’s a part of life
Row boat to body, bag up a fleshy mess
Who did this, God, who did this
God who did this?
God who did this?
God who did this?
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8. |
Circles 'Round Elmwood
04:11
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Now that breakfast is over between us
Would you care to join me for a walk
It can just be a circle ‘round Elmwood and
There can be as much talk as you want
Really it’s up to you the topics we stumble by
Men in your past or the one walking on the path
Next to you listening and yes I’ll be listening
Intently to words on whatever you want
It’s your life, you can live it in selfish amusement
Without making eye contact and interrupting
My time is all given to you, I don’t care
I don’t expect questions on what I’ve been doing
Time is constructed, we’re wasting away
Yeah that’s fine and I get that but one of these days
It will be clear that others exist
When your loved ones say
Your compaints stop making sense
Time is constructed, we’re wasting away
Yeah that’s great and I get that but one of these days
It will be clear that others exist
When your loved ones say your complaints
Stop making sense
Now our feet hurt and we’ve done six laps
Our food is digested, at this point I laugh and say
What do you think you’ll do with your life
Do you think you’ll produce lots of art with a price tag
You dodge the questions and throw it back at me
I get all flustered, lose grip of my thoughts
And what comes out is simply. I wanna be happy
And right after hearing this, you’re quick to mock
I wanna be happy, you say back to me,
With your hurtful but spot on and honestly
All around great imitation of me
I take it as nothing more than you projecting
You say, it’s not that, that I have no original thought
And the tone that I speak with is grating
Now we’re both on butts in the grass
And I think of the green stains rubbed on my kneecaps
We’re sitting cross-legged
Like when we were kids
Criss Cross Applesauce was a moment,
A bit of our lives
And we’ve known one another for years
We’ve both grown together, developed identities, fears
Understood what we like and we hate
We’ve built up our preferences, talents
And gone on more dates
Than I’m comfortable tallying up now
If I did then I’d be here for, dammit, I don’t know how long
You need time and I can’t disagree
It’s nobody's fault, now let’s hug and agree not to speak
Anymore since for me it is tough
To say bye to someone and then still keep in touch
Even though at one point in the past we were close
Like so close that it hurt but now that’s up in smoke
Smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke
Smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, plumes of pure billowing
Smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, plumes of pure billowing
Smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, plumes of pure billowing
Smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, smoke, plumes of pure billowing smoke
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9. |
Pigeon Without Feet
03:20
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10. |
Death of an Otter
03:48
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Near a sidestreet where I live lays the teeth
And the upside down remains
Of a typically waterbound creature
Taken out of it’s natural habitat
On the count of three I say,
Turn around from the passenger seat and look
You’ll be faced with a waterbound creature
That’s escaped from it’s natural birthihng place
It doesn’t matter to me, it’ll all be fine
It doesn’t much matter to me, it’ll all be
In my head tumbling around
When the weight drops crashing down like waves
Is the pale unidentified glowing
When it all starts acting up for laughs
But it doesn’t matter to me
It should all be okay
It still doesn’t matter to me
It’ll just be alright
In a life there are countless ways
To suss out what one’s special place it
Quote unquote, just learned what that means
Carrying nerves, lift and crouch with my knees
To the fragile of mind and the random
To the loss of a sense in the sand
I will fight hard for a chain of reactions
That allow for the shell to crack apart
And if in doin’ so I’m labeled a newcomer
Then a delight it will be to witness their minds change
If in a mountain of a day I see the clouds cover
I know despite them I’ll continue climbin’ anyways
I’ll weigh myself down
To ensure that the pile is dealt with
I’ll move slower than normal
So the otter’s no longer and eyesore
The time it takes for maintenance
Just after a sudden loss
Amounts to several evening
Before there’s a hint of response
Speed bumps that once beat
A steady pulse
I didn’t know him
We weren’t friends
It’s not like we were that close
We’re evolving like he knew me
When the truth is we weren’t close
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Lukie Sherman Chicago, Illinois
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